Today

Today I have to juggle so many balls that I cannot afford to drop, but all I can think about is you. I need to talk to you so much and I suspect you need the same and I cannot understand how fate can be pushing us together so hard while also having such bad timing (hah! as if this is the first thing I've failed to understand when it comes to the universe and you…).

Fuck it. If we see each other today, I'm not missing my chance. I just hope I'm better at juggling than I think…